I'm lost in my mind. Lost in my fears. Lost in my thoughts. I wander aimlessly in search of answers. My heart is my prison. It's cloaked in travesty and drowning in confusion. Will you pull me out? I see you lurking in the shadows of it's walls. I see you drifting through the barren lands of my mind. Why do you allude me? What have I done? Why won't you save me? No. Don't join my torment. Don't agree with my fears. Keep the poison of my lips far from yours. Leave my heart. Leave my mind. Don't map who I am with your eyes. Avert your vision. Avert your memory. Refuse me with all you have. Refuse everything that I am. Avoid me. Stay away. I am all that is wrong and harmful. I will be your demise.